Stereotypes: Females are emotional, clingy, hold on easily and let go almost never. I've seen screaming fights, pathetic letters, and unhealthy relationships that have me unable to debunk these completely, and this is my hang up. My best friends and I are constantly reminding ourselves through burps, beers, and I don't cares that we have a tendency to defy our anatomy.
Beer over a pink martini. Hookups over relationships until the right one comes along. Not caring if they want to see you again. Self-respect is my most prominent female characteristic, and yet, it's hard to come by in your true bred drunk slut. Just another way we females like to mindfuck.
I've decided to quit my player mentality. After my own taste of colossal failure in the face of love, I couldn't do it anymore. Emotional detachment and devious smiles were the norm for awhile, and that kind of power is hard to throw. I once wrote I'd hate to see what happens in your mind when my face flashes within it. I'd leave you for dead with no second thought.
Now, it's time to quit being a coward and start utilizing the optimism I was blessed with. It's time to stop being so damn scared. I think I'd like to figure out exactly what I've been hiding from.
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