Thinker.

It's crazy how day to day life is lately. It's kind of an adventure to see what mood I'm going to be in when I wake up in the mornings. I've been through the whole rainbow of moods in the past week or two; it's really been a rather colorful period of time. I've been everywhere from hurt, unsure, even angry, to super independent and sunny. The past few days, though, have been all upbeat. I don't know what flipped the switch, but all of a sudden, I feel like me again. I'm not sorry for myself or down on my luck. Thank God for that. I like being happy; it feels nice. I may have my fair share of shit to deal with, but it hardly seems daunting anymore. I know that I'm strong and I can handle it all. So my mind is calm again; I found my peace. Sure, I can't help but think every know and then, but I know I'm gonna be okay. What a good feeling. Plus, it seems like the people closest to me are more supportive of me than ever. I'm blessed; I have a lot of love in my life. I have a gut feeling that this weekend is going to be a big one, and I'm so excited to face it head on. I'm looking forward to the tons of plans I have and the amazing people I get to spend them with. I realize I have a lot going for me, and that's what I tell myself when I get down. The near future should be a good one. Here's to this crazy ride called life.

I've done so much thinking lately, even more than usual. It's completely crazyy! Sometimes I wish I could shut my mind off. Others, I love it and consider it a gift. Do Most people spend this much time thinking? There's a comfort, a quiet in my mind that I can't seem to find anywhere else. This is all the therapy I'll ever need.