You are mine. In the beginning I started out cautious but I am submerged. Head under water, drowning in this. It’s new; feeling so completely fulfilled so effortlessly. I have found what I always strove for, and was always one word, touch, taste short of. We intertwine. When I hold your hand your current flows through. Jumpstart my heart; jumble my head- I love to be speechless. I never knew laid back and carefree would bring security and longevity. All signs point to this fun-loving nature leading to serious. My walls are torn and smashed on the ground; I let you in more than anyone else in most ways. I am unembarrassed. It takes so much to utter that sentence. Always hands on waists. Curiosity pulls me in; this must be your way. But it doesn’t feel like a slow carved checkmark in a well-worn post. I am special, I know it; I feel it. God I feel so proud. I can’t describe you by my side.
I one time wrote in the midst of an epiphany that I wanted to find someone that knew my faults and flaws, and still accepted me despite them. In relationships past, my laid back, honest nature has caused one-time lovers to go running, searching for something more complicated, harder to get. All I’ve wanted was someone who wanted me, no strings, no games. I found him. A boy I can be completely chill with and he still is completely enamored. Somehow I have his focus; somehow I’ve drawn him in. Every vow I made in that epiphany shines behind his color-changing eyes. The boy I don’t have to bend over backwards for, I just can if I want to. He likes me, with my faults, with my flaws, without mind games.
I think the simplicity is refreshing. I’m so happy. I found something so honest in someone so unlikely. And I hope this feeling lasts. Because I’ve never felt so firm in a relationship before; I’ve never felt like there’s no end in sight. All with you, someone notorious for crazy antics. I don’t care about reputation or past; you left it all at the doorstep when you followed me inside this new life. This is everything I’ve ever wanted. Balanced fun and serious, you brought me out of a comfort zone into one I have found a new home in. I don’t want this to change. I want to go on with you, hand in hand, chasing life and all it holds, together. I feel like I can do anything when I’m with you. You tell me that the person I am, is the person I should be.
The way we are, it’s damn near close to perfect. Us, I am completely enamored with it. The beauty of it all is that it matters so much more to me how we’ve affected each other, than just what you’ve done for me. I’m proud of the person you are to me. I love who you’ve become. You settled down, and I’m so thankful it’s with me. I don’t feel a slave to your charm; I feel like we are equal parts of a heart in this. Feeling wanted just as much as I’m wanting is absolutely amazing. I wouldn’t trade this for anything. Thank you for showing me that I’m worth this, and that this, most unlikely of situations, is exactly what I needed most.
Casual introduction; I’m all too aware of you.
First glance, and I’m curious
You caught me from the start and you captivated me
Set in the park, mid fall past dark
You drove my car and I laughed
When I would’ve screamed before
“What’s this boy changing in me?”
Drive away, and call my name
You’ve got a crush and you’re curious too
A reputation and fast life, but you’re captivated
By the good girl with a crazy side
You feel asleep to thoughts of me
When you wouldn’t have thought twice before
Boy, you’ll find a change in me
And why, since first night,
I can’t stay away from you
I’ll never know
But the beauty is,
I don’t have to
It’s plain and simple, you’re all mine now.
And one day I wrote that I wanted someone
Who knew my faults and flaws
You met them from the start
And still gave me your heart
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