Nutshells. 11/08

Nothing’s changed and I still mean every word I wrote. I miss you, oldest friend, fond piece of this crazy family.

Thanks for keeping me sane and being a home away from home. You’re a best friend, really. I’ll keep telling you you’re a godsend till you believe it.

I don’t feel like I’m disappointing you anymore. We’re not as close, and I’m not sorry. It’s natural. It’s nothing to be upset about; just embrace the people we’re becoming. Let’s upgrade to the present. I can’t take much more of the appearances we’re keeping now.

We founded a friendship that will last for so long. We haven’t been thrown off balance and I don’t think we will. You gave me a passion for life again; I can’t thank you enough.

I’m so proud of you. I really am. Keep being strong. You’re going to go places, but stay humble. I miss you everyday, and I’m glad we’re becoming pretty great friends.

You all are the reason I am alive.

You confuse and quiet my mind at the same time. I like it. This fun time could go places, or maybe it won’t. I’m okay either way, and either way, I’m feeling alive.

Hint: Each is a direct link to a previous post, in order. Each is an update of how the previous has progressed. I'm thinking a series I did awhile back, maybe.. ;- )

Updates as of 2/26

Still, nothing's changed. I'm hoping we get closer. I can't wait for our next Florida trip. Love you!

I think you're an angel and I admire you more than almost anyone. You save my life a lot. Thanks for being a great friend and supporting me. I owe you my sanity.

I think we figured the slump out. We accepted that our frienship has changed, but we know it can't keep us apart. I think we've got a good thing going now.

I can see the wheels turning. Thank God I see light in your eyes. That girl with a passion for life is resurfacing. Let her shine. You're beautiful.

I miss you so SO much. We don't talk much anymore and it makes me sad, but I understand. I'm thankful that I know you'd still be there for me if I needed you.

Still breathing, thanks to you.

That haze I was in is gone and you're so much more than a guilty pleasure by now. We'll figure it out, eventually.

Again, in order. Only these are as current as it gets.